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Oct
24

This week hasn’t been really good for me :( . I’ve been sick since Monday and I haven’t been able to go to work because of it. The doctor says it’s viral, probably the flu. During this time, I have had time to think about things… Work… Friends… :-? Despite popular trend, I plan to stay and try my best at work. I don’t plan on resigning anytime soon… During these past few days, I have also been able to see which friends really care. Not that the others don’t or that they’re not my friends, it’s just that there are those few who really ask about how I feel and keep talking to me through this. Some won’t even reply to my text or talk to me when I contact them. It’s somewhat disheartening. :(  I just hope that there might be a reason why…  That is what has happened lately. Anyway, I will be going back to work tonight if my fever isn’t that high. Hope to see my friends later… That would really make me feel better… :)

Oct
12

Last night, I attended the debut of my youngest brother’s girlfriend… It was a nice and simple celebration… I went with my other brother and his wife and had a good time eating and watching how teenagers act these days… We couldn’t help but compare how different things are now… That’s life… It changes… I had a talk with my dad yesterday and that was exactly what we were talking about… How life changes… Anyway, back to the party… The food was good and I had a good time talking with my bro… Since he moved out we really haven’t talked like we used to… We actually went home early, around 10pm, we were all tired and sleepy… Our bro though stayed behind to continue partying with his friends… Again, something that would rarely have been allowed by our parents when we were his age…

Just wanted to share a little bit of my day yesterday… Nothing else… Good day to all of you… :D

Oct
11

This is gonna be my first blog ever… yehey for me!!! Honestly, I’ve heard of this before but never really gave it much thought… I finally decided to start this with the advice of a very good friend… I think that this may just be what I need…

I have been having mixed feelings over the last couple of weeks… maybe even months… It’s about work, my love life (or lack thereof), family, friends… Life basically. I’m starting to get that feeling again at work… The feeling of uneasiness and dread just thinking about going to work. I am starting to lose motivation… To compound this negative feelings, I have been feeling depressed lately due to the lack of a special someone in my life… Ever since 4th yr. High School, I have always had a partner, someone I can completely be free with… someone I can share my day with… someone I can utterly lose myself with and not be worried about what she thinks… someone who just being with makes me lose track of time… I know it may sound corny but I have had 3 relationships in my life and each of them was special and will always be part of me… Basically, I AM JUST LONELY… I miss those times… It’s just a good thing that I have friends who are here for me… In that regard I believe I am blessed. Blessed with family and friends who are always there for me and believe in me… I have made many mistakes in my life, who hasn’t, but through it all, they are still there…

Anyway, enough of the mushy stuff… Now, let’s see what happened last night… I had a very tiring evening at work… It really started out bad with a problem with the car on the way to work… Am feeling really tired and my body is aching… I plan on resting the whole day and then attend a debut tonight… Work seems even more tiring than before. I need a vacation… Rest… That’s why I filed for some time off… I hope it gets approved. Work has been full of controversies, more so the last few weeks, what with the QCA selection and all… And no matter what people might say, you deserve it… You know who you are… ;) … Anyway, I think that’s enough for now… To think this is my first time… (doesn’t sound right… hehehehe!!! ;) … ) Tune in tomorrow for whatever… Who knows what tomorrow might bring… :D

Oct
11

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